[He says he understands, but she keeps questioning if he really does. What if he only wants her to calm down and shut up so they can move on from this, but he still feels like shit because of her? He obviously already does because of the situation -- dying makes you feel shitty! -- but what if all she's done is make it worse by trying to correct his feelings? Selfish, stupid girl. She can't stop clinging to him, one part comfort and another part terrified he'll move away.]
...Yeah. [Great commentary.] Y-you...deserved more.
[Some would argue that everyone did, but not Ryder. Lots of shitty people out there deserving to spend the rest of their lives worrying about being zombie food. "Eat the rich" indeed.]
If -- you w-want. We'll do -- things. [Whatever he wants to do...even if he'd only just got done telling her that living at her side was all he wanted. Of course there would be more than that. It was stupid of her to just accept that and decide to sit pretty doing her own thing. She wasn't even good at that.] Always. S-so it -- feels less.
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...Yeah. [Great commentary.] Y-you...deserved more.
[Some would argue that everyone did, but not Ryder. Lots of shitty people out there deserving to spend the rest of their lives worrying about being zombie food. "Eat the rich" indeed.]
If -- you w-want. We'll do -- things. [Whatever he wants to do...even if he'd only just got done telling her that living at her side was all he wanted. Of course there would be more than that. It was stupid of her to just accept that and decide to sit pretty doing her own thing. She wasn't even good at that.] Always. S-so it -- feels less.