[Just be how she wants...? Right now she wants to be dead. He probably doesn't mean that, with that awkward crook to his smile. It was so -- genuine. Something that reaches out to the words she wants to say but never can. Man, she'd love to scrape a knife across a plate and make that really horrible screech that made your fillings hurt, right about now.]
Nnn... [Ryder fumbles through a few more noises that are abandoned, probably not as quickly as she would like, if she had any idea what the fuck was happening in the world around her. You know, maybe this is a nightmare. That would make sense. She shudders out an exhale and another cough before moving her arms to hug herself tightly. A little better...] ...Talking. Be -- bei -- be -- being a -- a person.
[What is she, a fucking alien? Ry, you useless dumbass!]
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Nnn... [Ryder fumbles through a few more noises that are abandoned, probably not as quickly as she would like, if she had any idea what the fuck was happening in the world around her. You know, maybe this is a nightmare. That would make sense. She shudders out an exhale and another cough before moving her arms to hug herself tightly. A little better...] ...Talking. Be -- bei -- be -- being a -- a person.
[What is she, a fucking alien? Ry, you useless dumbass!]
I'm -- n-nobody...likes. Being around m-me.